Monday

Happy Monday!  Today's Angel cards are -
Forgiveness, Power & Blessings
I am abundance, I am fine, I am powerful, I am blessed!!!!!!!  Having a slow time of it today - not sure where I want to be, I guess I do want to be here and now - what a concept - I actually WANT to be here - how strange is that???!!!!  I have enough money, money flows to me in ever increasing amounts everyday.  I am grateful for the money in my life, the abundance of all that I have and see and love.
Had a wonderful time at Rog and Karen's wedding on Saturday - the weather was beautiful - the bride was beautiful and we met some amazing new friends.
Everything happens for a reason, why is what is happening today happening?

Friday!

Well - today is Friday, not that I had a full work week or anything but I am grateful just the same.  I do love my job tho so whereas I feel I need rest I don't feel I need to be away from work - does that make sense?????  I am grateful today for my podcasts that give me guidance and have shown me what life is about.  My heart is overflowing today with the love and peace that I've been chasing for so long.  I want this feeling to remain forever - untouched by outside influences, emails, phone calls, etc. whatever "stones in the road" that come.  I trust that whatever it is that shows up, that I've co-created - is there to assist me to move further into myself and my relationship with God and myself. 
My angel cards today are - Meditation, Miracles, and Healing.  I thank the angels for showing me everyday that my life is full, wonderful, and sooo worth living.  I want to play more, worry less - and love everything about this crazy thing we've all chosen to go through called life!

Reflective

I'm reflective today - so much has happened in the last weeks, months, and years that some people would consider bad, dramitic, whatever - I am chosing to see everything as lessons - lessons that have brought me to where I am today - to the reflection of what I am today.  Grateful doesn't even encompass it all - I am overwhelmed with gratitute for all I have and all I continue to have in my life.  I look forward everyday to what will come - I have stopped wishing the days away, that "this" would be over soon.  I realize to wish that "this" would be over soon means to wish life would be over soon - and it goes so fast to begin with - why would anyone try to rush it?  I've spent alot of time worried, in fear, of what is to come and I realize that I wasted my "now" with it.  I release my worry and doubt to God - RIGHT NOW - my heart is filled with love right now, right now I am breathing and seeing and typing and hearing everything going on around me and I'm grateful for the awareness of all these things!
I'm grateful Daniel loved his first day at his new job - he is eager to return tomrrow and who knows what possibilities lie in store for him - I'm excited for him!

Intention

It is my intention today to be in graditute and kindness.  Last night was rough - I'm not sure how to deal with my feelings towards Zac - I feel very betrayed by him, I know that was not his intention - it's his addiction that does this to him, makes him do what he does.  I am working to not take it personally or to judge - that's really hard.  I now forgive him for what he did, doesn't make it ok but I cannot carry this anger around anymore.  I'm sorry to him that I've carried the anger.
I am grateful that Dan is starting his new job today.  I am grateful that he is ok for today.  I am grateful that Joans is ok and that John is ok.  I am grateful they love me and I love them.  I feel love today and it swells my heart.

Gratitute

Hi all -
I am writing this blog to you and the Universe to let everyone know that I am grateful - for breathing, for living, for loving, for everything in my life.  I know that everything is in Divine and perfect order right now!  Doesn't mean that everything in life is rosy and beautiful - I have several things that are pretty ugly on my plate right now.  But - I know they are necessary, know that I don't have to put pink paint on them to try and make them look nice when they are not.  Still, I am grateful for my love, my body, my world as it is right now.  I see myself at the end of the situations with what I want to happen happening.
I realize that we all spend so much time saying if only _____ would happen/show up/whatever I would be happy.  The key is to be happy RIGHT NOW!  I am happy RIGHT NOW!